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    Wednesday, March 19th, 2014
    9:44 am
    Unsuspected Valentine 5/?
    Title: Unsuspected Valentine
    Author: StormyBear30
    Author Website: http://archiveofourown.org/users/StormyBear30
    Pairing: Kris/Tommy for now.
    Rating: Slight R
    Summary: Adam is depressed because he is alone during the valentine holiday and Kris tries everything in his power to make him happy. However, a stranger pops up into their lives and changes everything between the two and just how does Tommy fits into all this. Read on to find out.
    Authors Note: All mistakes are mine and this is un-betad.
    Disclaimer: I dont know them. I have no idea of their sexual orientation. These are just stories that the muses in my head forced me to write.


    Maybe its just time that I accept the fact that Adam and I arent meant to be more than friends. I mean who am I kidding because lets face it Im not good enough for Adam Kris sighed as he allowed the pity he had been holding back surge forward.

    Dont you ever fucking say that again Tommy cried out, grabbing both sides of Kriss head in his hands as he plastered his body over him in a fit of anger. Youre too fucking good for Adam and he knows it He continued to rant, staring deeply into Kriss eyes as he tried to control his manly urges.

    Tommy& Kris said his name fearfully, his breathing erratic and uneven but he wasnt sure if it was because of the fact that the brunt of Tommys body was on top of him or at the way the man looked as if he wanted to devour him whole.

    Im sorry Tommy whispered, jerking himself away from Kris so quickly that he almost lost his balance as he got off of the couch.

    Tommy& Kris whispered his name, his heart still beating a mile a minute and yet he wasnt sure if it was from the shock of the look on Tommys face or the fact that he kind of liked the idea of his body pressing him into the couch.

    Im going to have Gerald take you back home because Im too drunk to drive Tommy rushed out over his shoulder as he ran from the room.

    Tommy wait& Kris cried out but he knew he either hadnt been heard or was being ignored as Gerald took that exact moment to enter the room.

    Follow me Master Kris and I will take you home The older man said with a forced smile.

    Sure& Kris replied softly as he followed Gerald.

    There is more to him than what he presents on the outside Gerald broke the uncomfortable silence that had been surrounding them on the drive back to Kriss apartment. But then again you already know that dont you?

    Im starting to Kris replied truthfully, uncomfortable in the way that Tommys butler was staring at him as if trying to read into his very soul.

    All people see when they look at him is a spoiled rich kid because thats what he wants them to see and yes he has lived a charmed life so to speak, but for all the money and lavish lifestyle he has paid greatly for it Kris didnt know why Gerald was telling him about Tommys life but he found himself actually wanting to know more about the man who was now more than just Adams annoying and irritating friend. His mother loved her position in society and her husbands money more than she loved her own son. Sure she loved him but not enough to put him above the rest. Tommy was such a sweet and pleasant child when he came into the home and my wife and I raised him as best we could since we had no children of our own. But not even the love that we shared with him could stop the hurt from not being loved by his own mother from making him cynical&bitter Kris could see tears in Geralds eyes as he looked at him through the rearview mirror. Can you promise me something Kris? He asked, eyes locked together. Can you just accept him for who he is and be there for him when he needs you because trust me there will come a time when he will need you. Master Lambert is a great friend to Tommy but you&you see the real man inside&the real man he could be&the real man that he should be Kris watched as Gerald swallowed hard before wiping at his eyes. We have reached your apartment

    I will you know&be there for him Kris spoke up before Gerald could step out of the car. Hes been there for me and I see that there is more to him than just being a jerk He ginned a little at the soft smile he received from Gerald. Hes my friend and I always take care of my friends

    Thank you Kris Gerald smile, but Kris could see a sadness to it as well yet before he had a chance to ask him about it the car was driving away.

    Where the hell have you been? Ive been trying to call you non-stop for a week Kris yelled at Tommy nearly a week later as he opened the door to his apartment and found said man holding an envelope in front of him. What is this? He asked when the envelope was pressed into his hand before Tommy stumbled past him. Are you drunk? He asked but he already knew the answer as he watched Tommy trip over his own foot and fall clumsily onto his ratty couch.

    Ta da& Tommy laughed, hands in the air as if he had performed some great feat and Kris figured in his drunken state he actually had.

    Please tell me that you didnt drive over on your motorcycle like this? He asked as he dropped the envelope on the coffee table and went to get Tommy a bottle of water.

    Relax bubba I had Gerald drive me over Tommy laughed as if it were the funniest thing in the world.

    Funny& Kris deadpanned as he handed the bottle to Tommy before plopping down beside him. Its two in the afternoon&whats the occasion?

    I dont need a fucking occasion to drink Tommy grumbled as he reached forward to grab the envelope on the coffee table, nearly hitting the floor in the process. Here& He held the envelope out towards Kris before rolling back onto the couch.

    What is it? Kris asked, his eyes growing large as he pulled out two golden tickets from inside. Oh my god are these what I think they are? He questioned, is voice no louder than a whisper out of fear that it was all a dream.

    Yes&got them in the mail yesterday Tommy shrugged. I figure if this doesnt make Adam fall head over heels in love with you then nothing will

    These are box seats and are four hundred dollars apiece Kris chocked out as he placed the tickets back into the envelope and placed it on Tommys lap. I cant take those. Shit&as it is I cant even pay you back anytime soon for the flowers and the bracelet and if we add this to the total I may as well sell you my soul because it could be years before I can pay you back. You take someone with you or sell them because this poor dumb farmer cant afford them

    I told you that you didnt have to pay me back for the other shit and I didnt pay anything for these He slapped the envelope back at the man sitting beside him. I get shit like this all the time. The step-monster owns the fucking building so thats why I get the tickets. Adams been going on for weeks about this damn play and as much as I love Adam there is no way in hell that I would ever step foot in that building much less watch a boring old play where people dont even speak English

    They speak English in this play Kris laughed as he tried to hand the envelope back to Tommy. Free or not I cant take them

    You can and you will Tommy roared as he rolled off of the couch before jerking Kris up with him. You love him and after he gets these hes going to love you even more than the fucker already does. Now go up there and get your man He slapped the envelope back at Kris before stumbling into the kitchen. I said go He yelled and pointed towards the door when Kris just stood there with a conflicted look on his face. Just go& He spoke more softly as he looked down at the counter for just a moment, closing his eyes and sighing deeply when he lifted his head and found Kris gone.

    Kriss heart was pounding so fast in his chest he could hardly breathe as he found himself standing in front of the door of Adams apartment. He has no idea what he was going to say to the man he was head over heels in love with but he felt confident enough to show him just how much he meant to him. Hey Kris& He heard Adam greet him after he finally got the courage to knock.

    Adam I&

    Whats that in your hand? Adam questioned as he grabbed for the envelope, cutting Kris off before he could finish his sentence. Oh my god&are these what I think they are? He asked as he held the two tickets he found inside in front of his face. Are these for me?

    Yes& Kris smiled widely.

    I cant believe he did it again Adam cried out, hugging Kris quickly before pulling back in order to look at the tickets again. I dont know how he keeps doing it but Brads done it again

    What? No& Kris stammered, pushing Adam away when he was pulled into another hug. Adam I need to tell you something

    Hes so amazing and wonderful and the fact that he knows me without even having to say a word proves that he the one. Jesus&I just love this man so much Adam smiled, his eyes bright and happy and loaded with unshed tears.

    Youre in love with him? Kris questioned, his heart breaking as tears burned at his own eyes as well at the love sick fool staring back at him. You really are in love with him arent you?

    Hes the one&the one that Ive been waiting so fucking long for Adam replied with an even wider smile. Hey&you ok?

    Yeah&of course Kris whispered, clearing his throat before taking a deep breath. Im just so happy for you because I know how lonely youve been

    Did you find these out here? Adam asked. Its odd because it doesnt have my name on it

    Kris felt hopeful as he took another deep breath and prepared to tell Adam the truth, but those words never left his lips at the happiness he saw practically radiating off of Adam. Yeah&the envelope was stuck in the door jam He lied, knowing that he had done the right thing at the way Adam was practically vibrating in front of him.

    Shit&Ive got to get to work He hollered over his shoulder as he rushed into his apartment, placing the tickets in his hand in a drawer before rushing back to his best friend. Was there something that you wanted? He asked, realizing that Kris had probably come to his door for a reason.

    Nope&just wanted to say hi Kris lied, reaching forward and hugging Adam. Im really happy youve found love. No body deserved it more than you do He whispered against his ear before turning and walking away. You heard? He asked Tommy as he approached his apartment and found him leaning against the wall beside his apartment door.

    Im sorry Kris Was his only reply as he took the broken mans hand and led him inside. Ive already called Sutan and told him that youre sick and wont be at work later tonight

    Thanks Tommy Kris replied, his voice broken as he curled up against Tommys chest and held on.

    Id do anything for you Kris Tommy whispered as he got over his shock and wrapped his arms around Kriss waist. Adam doesnt deserve you He went on to say. You think that hes too good for you but its the other way around&youre too good for him

    Kris&I was wondering if you could work for me the night of the play They both heard Adams voice as he bound into the place as if he owned it. Tommy&what the fuck He cried out when he found his two best friends standing in the middle of Kriss living room holding each other.

    Kris isnt feeling well Tommy lied, pulling away from Kris as if hed been burned.

    You said you were fine upstairs Adam shot back, pushing Tommy out of the way as he pulled Kris into his arms.

    Its just a headache Kris lied quickly, stepping away from Adam because it was almost physically painful to be touched by him since he had declared his love for another man. I was coming upstairs to get something for my head but I forgot about it when you told me you were in love with Brad He shrugged. Ive already called Sutan and let him know that I wont be in so I wont be working with you tonight

    Is it that bad&do you need me to take you to the hospital Adam began to panic because something had to seriously be wrong with Kris for him to call out of work and the fact that he seemed to have called Tommy instead of him was completely blowing his mind.

    Tommys here&hes going to look after me Kris replied with a shrug as he turned and started walking towards his bedroom. He could hear raised voices but he didnt care as he crawled into bed and pulled the covers over his head. Is he gone? He asked Tommy from under the blankets.

    Hes pissed and confused but yeah hes gone Tommy replied as he sat down on the edge of the bed. I brought you something to make you feel better He teased as he pulled the covers from off of Kriss face and held up a bottle of vodka.

    Thanks Tommy& Kris said as he sat up, took the vodka bottle out of his hand and placed it on the night stand beside the bed. But I need something more than alcohol right now Tommy knew what he needed, despite the fact that he knew it was against his better judgment. He didnt hesitate to give Kris what he needed as he reached out and pulled the silently crying man into his arms and just held him tightly. Hes in love with him Tommy Kris wailed, his heart feeling as if it were breaking in his chest. I fucked everything up and he fell in love

    You didnt fuck anything up Tommy murmured against his Kriss ear. You tried and thats more than most people can say

    It just hurts you know Kris replied as he pulled back and wiped the tears from his face.

    I know it does and you cant know how much I wish that I could take away your pain Tommy said softly as he reached out and ran his fingers lightly down Kriss tear stained face. You deserve better than him. You deserve someone who can see the real you and actually likes you for it He continued to speak, shaking his head to clear his thoughts because he knew declaring his long standing love for Kris was not going to be received the way he always hoped. Fuck him&hes going to see what a loser that idiot Brad is and then hes going to realize what an idiot he was for believing his bull shit in the first place and& The air flew out of Tommys lungs along with all coherent thought as the man he was falling in love with leaned forward and kissed him. At first he could not do anything at all, but then the realization that he was kissing Kris Allen kicked in and he threw caution to the wind and took control.

    Kris could hardly move afterwards, feeling relaxed and shocked all rolled into one as he looked down his chest and found Tommy staring back at him as his head laid on his stomach. I never knew you were gay? He finally found the will to speak.

    Im not Tommy replied as he leaned forward and nipped at his side.

    But&

    I dont do labels Tommy cut him off as he got up on his knees and straddled Kriss waist. Fuck& He whined when their spent and overly sensitive dicks came in contact. If I see someone and Im attracted to them then I fuck them&plain and simple He continued, leaving out the part where hed been heavily crushing on Adams best friend pretty much from the moment he met him.

    So this was just a pity fuck Kris grumbled, trying to push Tommy off of him but not getting very far when he found his back pinned to the bed once again.

    I would never fuck you out of pity Tommy growled, capturing Kriss lips in a fiery kiss before the man could speak. You may be a farmer from Kansas but youre fucking hot and trust me Ive wanted to do this long before this

    So its just fucking Kris asked, not sure how to feel about their conversation or what it could mean for possible endeavors.

    Does it have to be anything else? He questioned, wishing and hoping that it could be more but knowing that no matter what Kris was always going to love Adam and there was nothing that he could do about it. Dont think so hard about it. If youre not into me then just say so and&

    Tommy didnt get a chance to finish his sentence that time as Kris flipped him onto his back and kissed him hard and filthy. You talk too damn much He panted once he pulled back. Its not that Im not into you per say its just that I never thought about it before because&

    Because youre in love with Adam Tommy finished for Kris.

    Yes&but also because honestly Tommy until recently I always thought you hated me and there is the fact that I thought you were straight Kris explained.

    You think Im hot&admit it Tommy teased as he flipped Kris back onto his back.

    Well I think this is hot Kris giggled and blushed as he reached down and grabbed Tommys hardening penis.

    Such a dirty Kansas farmer Tommy grunted, his eyes closing as Kris continued to fondle him.

    Im from Arkansas Kris shot back as he gave the dick in his hand a hard squeeze.

    Fuck&I dont care where youre from just dont stop Tommy cried out as he pretty much humped Kriss hand and his stomach.

    TBC...
    Saturday, March 15th, 2014
    9:09 am
    Unsuspected Valentine 3/?
    Title: Unsuspected Valentine
    Author: StormyBear30
    Author Website: http://archiveofourown.org/users/StormyBear30
    Pairing: Kris/Tommy for now.
    Rating: Slight R
    Summary: Adam is depressed because he is alone during the valentine holiday and Kris tries everything in his power to make him happy. However, a stranger pops up into their lives and changes everything between the two and just how does Tommy fits into all this. Read on to find out.
    Authors Note: All mistakes are mine and this is un-betad.
    Disclaimer: I dont know them. I have no idea of their sexual orientation. These are just stories that the muses in my head forced me to write.



    What are you two doing together? They heard Adam ask before either of them could greet anyone. You said you had errands to run&why arent you running your errands?

    How do you know that I wasnt his errand? Tommy grinned slyly, pulling Kris tighter into his side before leaning in and kissing him on the cheek.

    Knock it off you ass Kris laughed, pushing Tommy away as he wiped the wet spot from his face. I ran my errands He lied, shooting Tommy a dirty look at the snort he heard behind his back. And then I ran into Tommy and well since he has no job and hes bored hes decided that I get to entertain him until my gig tonight Kris couldnt help but chuckle at the soft use of profanity he heard next from Tommy. Anyway&can I have a regular coffee for me and whatever Tommy wants? He asked, watching as Adams eyes darted between the two of them several times before they landed on Kris. What? He cried out because he had no idea why Adam was acting so strange.

    You hate Tommy and now youre what best friends? Adam replied in an annoyed voice as he continued to look between the two of them.

    I never said I hated Tommy Kris defended himself because as much as Tommy annoyed the shit out of him most times he didnt really hate the guy.

    But&but& Adam stammered, unsure what to think of what he was seeing in front of him.

    Jesus Christ Adam& Tommy cried out in full annoyance. Youve been trying to force us to be friends for years and the first time you see us acting friendly towards each other you freak out. You know what&Im out of here He hollered over his shoulder as he stormed out the door.

    Tommy wait Kris cried out, rushing after the blonde haired man. Hey&what was that all about? He asked, confused at the hostility plastered across his face.

    Nothing&Im ok&its all good Tommy rushed out, feeling anything but ok as he focused on the brown eyes in front of him. Im ok&.really He found himself calming down. You know me&doesnt take much to set me off He shrugged because it was true that he was known for his quick temper in their circle of friends and acquaintances. Im just going to head home He turned to leave, stopping at the hand on his shoulder.

    Youre going to be at my gig later tonight at the club right? Kris asked, strangely hoping that he would be.

    Do you want me to come? Tommy replied, trying to sound casual as he heart beat crazily within his chest.

    Yeah man& Kris smiled. Besides I need you to keep Adam occupied and make sure that he doesnt go home with anyone tonight so I can begin the wooing process

    I may have something else to do so well see He lied, his words clipped as he turned and walked away.

    I told you to keep him occupied, not piss ass drunk Kris complained after his gig was over as he and Tommy practically dragged Adam up the steps to his apartment.

    Fuck off& Tommy growled, grunting painfully when Adam stepped on his foot for what felt like the hundredth time since they had exited the car. There was some dark haired twink trying to get his attention all night. If I hadnt started plying him with alcohol then hed probably be fucking his pert little ass somewhere so you should be thanking me and not giving me shit

    Gee thanks& Kris said with a roll of his eyes as Adam shifted his weight and slammed him into the wall. Sutan is going to kill me when he sees that Adam is hung over

    Whatever&just tell him that its my fault and all will be forgiven Tommy grinned over Adams shoulder, the two of them laughing when Adam began to mumble incoherently about Sutan and muffins.

    Hello& Kris mumbled into his phone later that morning after he and Tommy dropped Adam off at his apatment.

    Ive only got a minute but you will not believe what got delivered to me this morning He heard Adams giddy voice speak in his ear. The most beautiful and amazing flowers Ive ever seen He rushed out before Kris could say anything, not that he had planned on it. Oh my god Kris&and the card was just amazing and sweet and it brought tears to my eyes

    Did it say who sent them? Kris asked, trying like hell to keep his voice even despite the fact that his heart was practically trying to beat its way out of his chest.

    No&it was signed from my secret admirer Adam cried out giddily. Ive got a secret admirer Kris He giggled, feeling happier than he had felt in years. I have to go because Sutan is shooting daggers at me but I wanted to share my news with you. Ill see you when you come in

    See you& Kris said but he knew Adam hadnt heard him as the line was disconnected.

    I dont think that Ive seen Adam smile this much in the two years that hes worked here Sutan remarked to Kris as they watched Adam laughing and mingling with the customers.

    He has a secret admirer Kris shrugged, smiling despite himself because Adam was practically glowing with happiness.

    The card was amazing. I even got a bit teary eyed when he read it to me The taller man continued, eyes practically boring into Kriss. I always knew that youd make an amazing song writer and those beautiful words prove that

    You cant tell him¬ yet Kris growled under his breath but loud enough for his boss to hear but not anyone else. I mean look at him&look how happy he looks. Im just spoiling him a little just like he wants&just like he deserves

    Kris&baby&I think that you just need to tell him Was Sutans reply, the look on his face full of a concern that Kris refused to acknowledge.

    I know what Im doing He smiled, leaning up and kissing him on the cheek. The fact of that matter was that Kris had absolutely no idea what he was doing but he wasnt going to let anyone in on that little secret.

    Isnt it the cutest thing ever? Adam exclaimed as he rushed into the coffee shop the next day, all eyes on him as he grabbed Kris from behind and hugged him tightly. I found it in front of my door this morning He explained once he put Kris down and held up the sparkly colorful unicorn stuffed animal. There was a note attached to its horn that said he saw this and had to buy it for me because its almost as beautiful and sparkly as I am. He thinks Im sparkly and beautiful Kris Adam sang, ignoring the people in the coffee shop staring at him as he danced in place.

    Of course youre beautiful and sparkly Kris said, still not understanding why Adam didnt see himself as he did. I tell you all the time how beautiful and amazing you are He reminded with a smile at just how happy Adam seemed to be.

    I know but it doesnt count because youre my friend and you have to say those things to me Adam responded with a smile, kissing Kris quickly on the lips before running behind the counter to show off his treasure. Even though Kris knew he was the one that had put the sparkle in Adams eyes, he had to admit that his words had hurt quite a bit.

    Are you just going to stare at it all day or are you going to eat it? Kris asked the next afternoon as they sat at a table in the coffee shop, a large heart shaped chocolate chip cookie cake sitting between them.

    I dont know Adam replied with a confused look on his face. I mean whoever he is doesnt seem to think that I need to lose weight because he wouldnt have sent this if he did&right?

    Adam& Kris sighed in frustration because he really did hate how little he thought about himself. Adam&I have to tell you something He decided to just man up and tell Adam the truth because he wanted the freedom to tell Adam just how beautiful and amazing he was without Adam always thinking that it was because it was he duty as a friend.

    Oh my god&there he is again He heard Adam whisper loudly, nudging Kriss hand to get his attention.

    Who? Kris asked in confusion as he looked towards the counter where Adam was nodding.

    Dark hair, short, fucking cute as hell Adam continued to whisper under his breath. Hes the guy I was dancing with at your gig the other night&the night Tommy got me so fucking drunk that I lost track of him. This is his second time here this week& Kris lost track of Adams babbling as he watched the shorter man place his order, his eyes briefly leaving their direction as he paid for his drink before focusing on Adam once again. Do you think that I should go talk to him? Of course I should go talk to him because hes so fucking cute and he seems interested He heard Adam talking mostly to himself, yet unable to get a word in before Adam pushed himself away from the table and walked towards the man he knew was going to be trouble.

    I didnt order this Kris said to Sutan as he sat in the chair Adam had vacated, placing a cup of something dark and steaming in front of him.

    No&but you sure look like you need it He replied nudging the drink towards Kris. I added a little something extra from my in case of emergencies stash

    Kris didnt hesitate to take a huge gulp, ignoring the burn of the hot liquid because he knew that Sutans emergency stash consisted of several different types of alcohol. Please just dont say anything Kris spoke around the burning in his throat. They are only talking He wasnt sure who he was trying to convince as he ignored the look of pity staring back at him and finished off his drink. Can I have another? He asked softly when he heard Adams laugh from across the room.

    Sure baby& The taller man said as he patted Kris on the hand before leaving to fix his drink.

    TBC...
    Thursday, March 13th, 2014
    9:08 am
    Unsuspected Valentine 2/?
    Title: Unsuspected Valentine
    Author: StormyBear30
    Author Website: http://archiveofourown.org/users/StormyBear30
    Pairing: Kris/Tommy for now.
    Rating: Slight R
    Summary: Adam is depressed because he is alone during the valentine holiday and Kris tries everything in his power to make him happy. However, a stranger pops up into their lives and changes everything between the two and just how does Tommy fits into all this. Read on to find out.
    Authors Note: All mistakes are mine and this is un-betad.
    Disclaimer: I dont know them. I have no idea of their sexual orientation. These are just stories that the muses in my head forced me to write.



    Kriss attitude didnt improve after leaving the coffee shop, in fact as he walked down the street towards his apartment it only seemed to grow darker at all the love he saw around him. It wasnt even Valentines Day yet but the streets seemed too crowded with people smiling and holding hands with the ones that they loved. In every shop window there were hearts and cupids reminding him that he was alone and that the man that he loved only loved him as a friend. He wanted to scream and yell and tear every piece of love to shreds because thats how his heart felt each time Adam turned him down and insisted that his friendship with Kris was more important than anything else. He knew it wasnt strictly Adams fault because the fact of that matter was that when they had first met Kris had been in a relationship with another man. He couldnt deny that he hadnt been attracted to Adam from the start, but he loved Andrew enough that he was determined to make it work. The problem was that you cant make something work when youre in love with someone else. Once his relationship had ended with Andrew he tried to come up with some way to let Adam know how he felt, but he was also afraid that he would be rejected and convinced himself that having Adam as a friend was better than not having him in any capacity at all if it hadnt worked out. He dealt with that decision for years, but lately hed been finding it almost impossible to think of Adam as only his friend.

    Well I know that face very well Kris heard someone say, gritting his teeth and pushing the person away when he was pulled into an awkward hug. Its an Adam broke my heart even more face

    Fuck off Kris growled, trying to walk away from him, rolling his eyes when as expected the man refused.

    Now Kristopher&is this any way to talk to your best friends&best friend? Tommy Joe Ratliff teased, wrapping his arm around Kriss shoulder as they continued to walk down the street. So&what did he do now? He asked, chuckling to himself when Kris pushed him away yet again. You really are pathetic when it comes to him you know. Hes never going to take you seriously unless you stop playing the friend game and grow a fucking pair He hollered out towards Kriss retreating figure watching as he plopped down onto a nearby bench, trying to suppress his laughter at the evil look he got when he plopped onto the bench beside him.

    Why do you even care? Kris sighed in frustration as he slumped down into the bench. You hate me. You give me shit about Adam all the time and now youre what&willing to give me love advice

    For one thing my dear Kristopher&Ive never hated you. It was and is you that is always pushing me away and making smart remarks that quite frankly hurt my feelings Tommy pouted, looking over at the brown haired man with sad eyes.

    I dont mean to hurt your feelings Kris replied, shocked that Tommy even gave two shits about the barbs they constantly threw at each other from the moment Adam introduced them. I didnt know you cared

    I dont really Tommy laughed, grabbing onto Kriss arm and pulling him back onto the bench. Look& He started again deciding to be serious because no matter what their history was Tommy knew that Kris was the perfect man for his best friend Adam. You and I have some jealously issues when it comes to our mutual friend. Dont even try it He pointed at Kris when he went to protest. I love Adam and you love Adam and even if we dont want to admit it we are jealous of each other because hes a great guy with a huge and amazing capacity to love people and we want to keep that to ourselves. The thing is that I dont hate you as much as you think I do. In fact& He hesitated, taking a deep breath before speaking again. Look&I know youre in love with him and I dont think there is anyone else in this city that is more perfect for him then you. You may dress like a Kansas City farmer but the two of you complete each other in a way that no one can explain

    Wow& Kris replied, stunned. Hey&I dont dress like a Kansas City farmer He protested, fighting the urge to leave Tommy on the bench because he had no idea what Adams friend was up too.

    Thats the only part you got out of that entire speech? Tommy asked, eyebrow cocked as he glared at the man next to him.

    I dont know what to do Kris shrugged in defeat. Every time I try to make a move on him he pushes me away and tells me that nothing is more important than our friendship. He wont even consider the fact that we were friends first proves that we can be good together Kriss shoulders slumped once again as he looked across the street at a couple walking past them hand in hand. Hes perfect for me but he doesnt see that

    Thats because hes an idiot Tommy blurted out, ignoring the dirty looks shot his way. Ive known Adam a lot longer than you and I know that he used to think of you as more than just a friend

    What? Kris cried out, fighting the urge to strangle Tommy at the smug look on his face.

    Jesus&when he first met you it was all he could talk about. The cute guy this and the cute guy that and then he found out you were gay and it just got worse Tommy said, recalling how Adam had practically driven him mad when Kris had first moved into his apartment building.

    I had no idea Kris cried out, his heart beating in his chest at the idea that maybe he still had a chance after all.

    But then he found out you had a boyfriend and you guys were serious and he didnt have the self-confidence enough to steal you away from him

    It wouldnt have been hard Kris spoke softly as his flicker of hope vanished.

    I kept telling him that but he didnt do anything but become your friend, but then you and sideburns guy broke up and he thought about asking you out, but then you started seeing the scooter guy and it became serious and then he just gave up. He convinced himself that having you as a friend was all he was ever going to get

    You know they do have names Kris pouted towards Tommy, rolling his eyes at the arched eye brow he received once again. Maybe hes right. Maybe we are just better off as friends

    Trust me you moron if I thought that I wouldnt be wasting my time trying to help you

    Help me how Kris questioned cautiously because despite what Tommy said he still didnt trust him one hundred percent.

    Hes been bitching about how hes never had anyone spoil him during this stupid holiday right? Tommy asked, already knowing that Adam had been spouting the same words to Kris as well by the nod of his head. So you spoil him. You woo him. You send him flowers or love notes or things that you know he enjoys

    I dont think&

    Dont think&do Tommy cut Kris off before he could finish his sentence as he dragged him across the street towards a flower shop.

    I cant afford any of this Kris gestured around the flower shop in frustration. I mean good lord the cheapest flowers are fifty dollars

    Good thing you ran into me then Tommy rolled his eyes as he opened up r cooler and picked up a vase holding a dozen rainbow colored roses.

    Oh no&there is no way that you are paying for these Kris cried out as he watched Tommy place them on the counter in front of the register. Seventy-five dollars for a dozen roses&are you fucking insane He yelled, ignoring the dirty look the cashier was shooting at him. Tommy&no

    Well take them and can we have them delivered tomorrow? He asked the lady, winking at her playfully as he shoved Kris away from him.

    Theres a thirty dollar delivery charge The lady replied with a blush. I just need the address and what you want to put on the card

    Whats the address? He asked Kris, rolling his eyes yet again and chuckling to himself as he dug out his phone and read off the address after looking up the information. What do you want to put on the card? He asked Kris, growing annoyed when Kris just stood there with his mouth closed and his arms across his chest. Either you tell me what you want to say on the card or Im going to write it myself and trust me you dont want me to do that

    Tommy&please&I cant pay for all this Kris begged, hating that he was a struggling musician with only enough money to pay his bills from month to month.

    Can you give us a moment He winked at the woman again before grabbing Kris by the shoulder and literally jerking him into the corner. Look&I know you dont have the money but I do. Its not that big of a deal and besides you can pay me back little by little&or not at all. I really dont care

    Tommy I cant Kris replied softly, wondering for the millionth time since hed met Tommy how he always seemed to have money and yet as far as he knew had never worked a day in his life.

    You can and you will because Adam is going to eat this shit up and the fact that they are colorful and beautiful just like him will make it even better. Money is an issue with you and you have your stupid farmer pride so you can pay me ten dollars a week until you pay off the balance&or give me free coffee and food whenever I go to Sutans place

    Sutan has a crush on you so you get free shit all the time Kris reminded him, arms across his chest again.

    Im losing my patience here Kristopher Tommy replied annoyed even though Sutan did give him free stuff each time that he went into the coffee shop.

    Ok fine&ten dollars a week He spoke quickly because he could tell that Tommy truly was getting annoyed. Thank you

    Welcome Tommy replied with a grin before dragging him back towards the counter. Ok darling lets ring these up He gestured towards the flowers, looking at Kris out of the corner of his eyes as he waited for more protest. What do you want to put on the card? He turned towards Kris as he held out the small card with a red love heart on it.

    Give me a minute He said as he took the card and the pen Tommy offered him, stepping away as he tried to come up with the perfect words to show Adam how he felt about him. The words actually flowed easier than he thought they would as he filled both sides of the card before handing it back to the girl behind the counter.

    Dont I get to read it? Tommy asked. I should since Im paying for everything He knew he was pushing Kriss buttons but for some reason he couldnt help himself.

    NO and if you try then you can cancel this entire thing Kris glared at him.

    Ok fine He laughed in surrender. Hes such a stubborn little farmer isnt he? He questioned the girl, handing her his credit card with a grin on his face. Thanks darling He blew a kiss at the lady as he signed for the delivery. Make sure its the first one on you delivery list He said still grinning as he pulled a twenty dollar bill out of his wallet and slide it across the counter towards her. They open at seven and I knew for a fact that the person who its getting delivered to is opening With another wink he rushed out of the flower shop, wrapping his arm around the man who had been trying to escape from him. So&Ive got all afternoon open so you will entertain me until your gig tonight

    How did you know about my gig? Kris asked, rolling his eyes and shaking his head in defeat as he felt Tommy turn him around and walk him in the direction of the coffee shop.

    Who else&Prince Charming Tommy replied off handedly, his arms still around Kriss shoulder.

    So you do know that Im from Arkansas and not Kansas right? Kris questioned as they stumbled into the lobby of the coffee shop because Tommy refused to remove his arm from his shoulder as they walked through the door.

    TBC...
    9:08 am
    Making it Up - Part 4
    Title: Making it Up  Part 4
    Verse: Addi Baba
    Author: cunningdeb
    Rating: NC-17
    Pairing: adam/kris
    Summary: AU: Kris Allen left his life behind in the States to follow the intriguing Sheikh Addi Baba (Adam) and work for his foundation.

    After their month long endeavor digging water wells in Ethiopia, the men took a vacation to Cape Town, South Africa where they were rudely interrupted by a case of malaria. Addi felt horrible ruining their trip and promised Kris hed make it up to him. Months have passed and finally Addi finds the perfect opportunity & or so he thought.

    Disclaimer: I do not own anyone involved. Entirely a figment of my imagination. Not intended to offend any group.

    Sorry for the short chapter but I wanted to post an update  its been a while.

    Part 4 ~ http://cunningdeb.livejournal.com/92021.html

    Part 3 ~ http://cunningdeb.livejournal.com/91885.html
    Part 2 ~ http://cunningdeb.livejournal.com/91622.html
    Part 1 ~ http://cunningdeb.livejournal.com/91306.html

    Addi Baba Masterlist ~ http://cunningdeb.livejournal.com/88865.html
    Wednesday, March 12th, 2014
    9:07 am
    Unsuspected Valentine 1/?
    Title: Unsuspected Valentine
    Author: StormyBear30
    Author Website: http://archiveofourown.org/users/StormyBear30
    Pairing: Kris/Tommy for now.
    Rating: Slight R
    Summary: Adam is depressed because he is alone during the valentine holiday and Kris tries everything in his power to make him happy. However, a stranger pops up into their lives and changes everything between the two and just how does Tommy fits into all this. Read on to find out.
    Authors Note: All mistakes are mine and this is un-betad.
    Disclaimer: I dont know them. I have no idea of their sexual orientation. These are just stories that the muses in my head forced me to write.


    "I think that this is the first Valentine's day that I don't have someone to buy something for" Kris Allen said off handedly as he sat in the break room of the local coffee house he worked part time at as he watched the owner decorate the small space around them a week prior to the actual holiday.

    "I hate this stupid holiday" Adam Lambert pouted as he fell onto the couch next to his best friend, lying his head on his shoulder. "I've never had a boyfriend that I could spoil or who could spoil me during this idiotic holiday" He sighed.

    "Never?" Kris asked softly.

    "Never...pathetic I know" He replied, shoving himself off of the couch. "Not all of us can be as cute and adorable like you" Adam teased playfully as he looked down at Kris, but Kris could see the sadness in his eyes.

    "Adam..." Kris called out after him as he walked out of the room.

    "You know you really just need to get over your fear and tell that boy how deeply you are in love with him Kris heard his friend Matt say as he looked up and found him standing in the doorway.

    "He doesn't think of me that way Kris shrugged as he got up and followed the path Adam had taken in order to start his shift.

    "Would you look at them" Adam nodded towards a lovey dovey couple sitting at a table across the shop. "If they sit any closer together they'll be sharing a chair"

    "You want to come over after work" Kris asked in hopes of lightening Adam's mood. We can order in something and watch any movie you want"

    "Any movie?" Adam asked with a grin on his face.

    "Yes...any movie Kris rolled his eyes because he already knew what movie he was going to be forced to watch.

    "It's a date Adam replied with a smile as he leaned down and pecked Kris on the lips quickly.

    Adam couldn't help but laugh at the loud snore coming from Kris several hours after getting off from work. "Hey....wake up" He shook his friend slowly, chuckling when all he got was a mumbled snort as a reply. "Come on sleepy head lets get you to bed" He shook him again, pulling Kris off of the couch they had been snuggling on, placing his arm around his waist as he guided him towards the bedroom.

    "You staying tonight Kris mumbled against Adam's shoulder.

    "Yeah..." He nodded with a kiss on the forehead before he pointed Kris in the direction of the bedroom.

    "Sorry I fell asleep on you" Kris said softly as Adam crawled onto the bed next to him. "I wanted to make you feel better"

    "I feel better" Adam smiled leaning forward and placing a soft kiss on his best friends lips. "Being around you always makes me feel better He said truthfully, stealing another kiss.

    "Being around you always makes me so happy" Kris replied seriously, his eyes locked on Adam's lips as he leaned forward and kissed the man he'd secretly loved from the moment he met him nearly three years prior. Before Kris could stop himself he increased the velocity of the kiss, slinking his body across Adams as his hands began to explore his body. His heart beat wildly within his chest as Adam kissed him back just as hungrily, only to stop short a moment later as he felt Adam push him away.

    Kris&what are you doing?" Adam questioned winded, looking at Kris through uneasy eyes.

    What&we always make out like this Kris cried out in his defense because ever since Adam had found out that Kris was gay they had become closer, flirting and kissing each other whenever the moment presented itself. Kris knew that he always read more into it then Adam did, but that night he was hoping that for once Adam would see that he wanted more than simple friendship from him.

    Sure we make out from time to time but weve never gone any further He laughed, but to Kris it came out sounding fake and nervous. Youre acting like you want to take it further

    And what if I do? Kris questioned, hating that he could hear the hurt in his own voice.

    I think that we need to find someone and get you laid Adam laughed again, kissing Kris quickly before rolling him onto his side. Were best friends Kris¬hing is more important than that Adam spoke against his ear, causing Kriss heart to break and his entire body to deflate as he allowed the man that he loved to snuggle up behind him.

    Yeah& He whispered, closing his eyes against the burn of tears under his eyelids.

    Hes moping again Kris heard the owner of the coffee shop say the next day as they watched Adam staring across the room at the same two lovers from the day before.

    Hes lonely Kris sighed, still upset over the previous night but also the fact that he knew just how lonely Adam was and how it was affecting him. He just wants to be in love so badly and this stupid holiday is kind of a slap in the face for him

    Have you even tried to tell him how you feel? Sutan asked, lying his hand on Kriss shoulder.

    He doesnt think of me that way Kris supplied the standard answer for everyone who asked about his unrequited love for Adam. It really pissed him off that despite never saying a word that he felt anything more for his best friend, every one of their friends and co-workers could tell.

    You ok? Adam asked when Kris stomped past him.

    Fucking peachy He ground out, shrugging off Adams concern as he continued into the break room. You ok with me leaving a little bit early? Kris asked over his shoulder because he knew that Sutan and Adam had followed him. Its really slow today and I have a few errands I have to run before my gig tonight

    Sure baby&no problem Sutan replied, leaving the break room at the ringing of the front door.

    Hey&whats wrong? Adam asked in concern when Kris refused to look at him. Youre not upset about last night are you?

    Im fine Adam Kris lied, trying to put on his brave face when all he wanted to do was cry and scream because Adam didnt love him the way that he loved Adam. I just woke up with a headache and Im beginning to see that you are right about this being a stupid holiday He slammed his locker shut, taking a deep breath and putting on a fake smile before turning to face Adam.

    It is a shitty holiday Adam sighed, seeming to accept Kriss fake smile as he grabbed him by the shoulder and pulled him into his arms. Do you think that we will ever find our true loves Kris? He asked, holding Kris even tighter, not even realizing how the hug and the words practically tore Kriss heart in half.

    The man of your dreams is out there Kris decided to push past his pain and be the best friend that Adam expected him to be. Hes going to take one look at you and fall head over heels in love with you and then youre going to live happily ever after He sighed, burrowing into the scented warmth of Adams neck for just a moment before pushing himself away because it was proving to be just too much. Who knows you could meet him right here in this coffee shop He teased, wishing like hell that Adam would realize what everyone else there already knew.

    I dont care where I meet him&Im just ready to meet him Adam replied, pulling Kris back into his arms. Im just so tired of being alone

    I know Kris replied, pushing himself away once again. Ive got to go. You are coming to my gig tonight right?

    I wouldnt miss it for the world Adam smiled before leaning down and stealing a quick kiss. See you tonight He winked before leaving Kris alone in the break room.

    TBC...
    Saturday, March 8th, 2014
    4:03 am
    Fic: The Passenger (6/?)
    Title: The Passenger (6/?)
    Author: amberwinters
    Pairing: Adam/Kris
    Rating: PG-13/R
    Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
    Wordcount: 3,238
    Notes: Enjoy the next installment. Comments are always appreciated even good, bad or otherwise :)
    Warnings: Only some cursing so far. I will update warnings as we go.

    Part 1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
    Part 2: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68503.html
    Part 3: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68734.html
    Part 4: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68928.html
    Part 5: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/69136.html


    Part 6: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/69506.html
    4:03 am
    Fic: The Passenger (5/?)
    Title: The Passenger (5/?)
    Author: amberwinters
    Pairing: Adam/Kris
    Rating: PG-13/R
    Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
    Wordcount: 3411
    Notes: And the rollercoaster continues...enjoy the next installment. Comments are always appreciated even good, bad or otherwise :)
    Warnings: Only some cursing so far. I will update warnings as we go.

    Part 1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
    Part 2: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68503.html
    Part 3: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68734.html
    Part 4: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68928.html

    Part 5: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/69136.html
    4:03 am
    Fic: The Passenger (4/?)
    Title: The Passenger (4/?)
    Author: amberwinters
    Pairing: Adam/Kris
    Rating: PG-13/R
    Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
    Wordcount: 2281
    Notes: And the rollercoaster begins...enjoy the next installment. Comments are always appreciated even good, bad or otherwise :)
    Warnings: Only some cursing so far. I will update warnings as we go.

    Part 1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
    Part 2: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68503.html
    Part 3: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68734.html

    Part 4: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68928.html
    4:03 am
    Fic: The Passenger (3/?)
    Title: The Passenger (3/?)
    Author: amberwinters
    Pairing: Adam/Kris
    Rating: PG-13/R
    Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
    Wordcount: 2837
    Notes: So far so good with posting on a regular basis. Thank you all for your comments and the warm welcome back . Enjoy the next installment. Comments are always appreciated even good, bad or otherwise :)
    Warnings: Only some cursing so far. I will update warnings as we go.

    Part 1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
    Part 2: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68503.html
    Part 3: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68734.html
    4:03 am
    Fic: The Passenger (2/?)
    Title: The Passenger (2/?)
    Author: amberwinters
    Pairing: Adam/Kris
    Rating: PG-13/R
    Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
    Wordcount: 2479
    Notes: Happy New Year! Enjoy the next installment. Comments are always appreciated even good, bad or otherwise :)
    Warnings: Only some cursing so far. I will update warnings as we go.

    Part 1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
    Part 2: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68503.html
    4:03 am
    Fic: The Passenger (1/?)
    Title: The Passenger (1/?)
    Author: amberwinters
    Pairing: Adam/Kris
    Rating: PG-13/R
    Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
    Wordcount: 1251
    Notes: Well, I havent written in forever but to start off the new year, I figured Id give it a whirl. Hopefully there are still some Kradam readers out there. Let me know what you all think&Should I keep going?
    Warnings: Only some cursing so far. I will update warnings as we go.

    Part1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
    4:03 am
    glambert_fic @ 2013-10-11T17:07:00
    Title: Could this be the Beginning?
    Author: jrpufnstuf
    Rating: PG
    Pairing: Adam Lambert and Tommy Joe Ratliff
    Summary: Tour is over and the band is home. Tommy comes to Adam to get away from his horrible roommate situation. Adam finds a solution.
    Warnings/Notes: No warnings for this chapter. I know it's short but this is my first story in some time, so bear with me as I get back into my flow.

    Could this be the Beginning? Chapter One
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